Monday, January 4, 2010

Full Heart

My heart feels so full. I am overcome with the amazing life and blessings I have. I just worked out and did some scripture reading. It is amazing how simple things can make such a huge difference. Since my heart is so full of love and thankfulness I would like to write these things down, well type.

I am amazed at the wonderful life I have been given. I have a roof over my head, good food to eat, warmth in this wintery time, clothes, coats, a kitchen, dishes, silver-wear, things to cook with, refrigerator, electricity, this computer, carpet, so so so many things. None of which I know are not mine. But gifts! I am overwhelmed with the reality that I am so very very loved by so many. My Heavenly parents, My Savior, my many family members, friends. It is just amazing!

My heart is so full I am speechless. I feel like I have so much I should say and pour out but I dont know how to say it. I just cannot believe how much I have been given. I am able to go to school because my grandfather pays for it. What an amazing gift! To not have to worry about paying for my education is unbelievable!

I have a amazing family! My in-laws are constantly giving to us, helping us out left and right. We have many luxuries because of them. I am so very grateful for their giving hearts. My family member are always helping me, and I am so very grateful.

I have a wonderful husband! We have been married just 2 1/2 yrs and it feels like it has been long but at the same time has gone by so quickly. We have been through so much together. Have learned so so much together. I look back at things and am amazed and in wonder of how it all worked out. I know my Heavenly Father has truly blessed my marriage and helped up through so much. I have been given two beautiful, amazing daughters who teach me all the time! The love they have brought with them is unfathomable. There is truly no better way to learn to love than to have children.

Life is good! No one is perfect, but as long as we keep trying we will be happy. I am so very grateful for the most amazing gift of the atonement. That allows for me to make mistakes that are inevitable. To turn to my Savior and be clean again. To start anew and try again and again. The scriptures are another amazing gift! They are truly holy. I feel the Lords love for me everytime I truly read them with an open heart. Willing to let the spirit in.

My heart is so full of the reality of the love my Savior and Heavenly Father and so many others I don't know have for me! I know we are all loved more than we could ever imagine. I know that we all have a calling, a purpose in this life. Dont let anyone ever tell you any different!

I am so grateful!

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